Sad to read Ludovic.
FastFreddy2 thats a long post but you are right.
I had cancer myself 5 years ago and yes it does make ye think about life.
It makes you realize even more that we have only 1 change and there is no rerun.
We have to do it in this one.
So try it , talk about about it with the mrs.
And on a sidenote I would love to get inside woman heads to find out why it is such a bad/terrible/scary/horrible thing about man wearing heels.
Woman can so much more be themselves with fashion why is that such a problem in society for man?