Hi all, new guy here, stumbled across this forum while searching for heels! Im 18 and can't remember the first time i tried on heels, or any other female clothing actually.. years and years ago now.
Basically my story is that wearing high heels and any other female clothing is definatly a sexual thing for me, although i often fantasize about being totally open and free to wear whatever i want, whenever i want without even a thought of being judged by it. I think an obvious question for an outsider would be "well, are you gay then?" if they were to find out. But i can confidently answer that question and say "no, i am not gay, i just enjoy being in heels and any other female attire".
I keep this VERY quiet, so quiet infact that nobody i know, knows about it (atleast i hope they don't, and haven't said anything if they do!)
I often get a rush thinking about going out in public dressed in set of hot stiletto pumps and a mini skirt or mini-dress, and have gained the courage to actually do it a couple of times under the cover of darkness One of my first memories of being out in public wearing this was about 4years ago, i was alone at home alone night, so i got dressed up (probably technically more dressed down!) and went for a walk around my local area, i remember walking along the path and having an amazing feeling! Then to my horror, i saw somebody walking towards me, so i quickly crossed the road so they wouldn't see what i was wearing, only to be confronted by people unloading things from their car into their house, i remember thinking to myself "just keep walking". Im not sure if they actually noticed but i finally got home and was shaking with adrenaline.
Some little less exciting experiences, but none the less still give me a thrill are when i take a drive to somewhere very secluded and take a walk in these clothes and shoes.
But one of the best times in them i have ever had was with an ex girlfriend, without blatantly admitting to her my liking for dressing like this, i suggested we do it for fun, something different to do, so she dressed me up in her black stockings, a sexy black thong, black peep toe heels and a mini skirt topped with a tight white "officey style" shirt, the feeling of being openly dressed like that infront of someone was something i'll never forget, and the fun we had while i was dressed like that (for me anyway) was also amazing
I've thought about my activities for a while now, wondering if there was something wrong with me, wether i was strange for being like this, and wether i was alone in feeling this way. It's only as i go further into it that im starting to find out, im not alone at all and to be honest its making me feel alot more normal, like a grim weight has been lifted.
I hope my intro hasn't bored you all to death! lol i just had everything rush into my head all at once about all of my experiences. Thanks for reading! and i hope to hear from you all..
p.s - What is the average age of members on here as a guess? Just wondering if there is anybody else as young/younger than me here?
